Today's sermon is a blue-eyed wolf dog
who needs to run, but is never let off his leash
because his owner has not trained him,
and is afraid he won't come back;
I long to snap the chain and let his long legs lope
along the shore, and through the forest.
Wild things need to run.
Today's sermon is a confused black puppy,
eight weeks old, who sits down because
his owner is training him too much
and he doesn't know what he is supposed to do.
"No touch, no eye contact," the fool man says.
"It teaches the puppy to be calm."
(It teaches the puppy to be depressed,
quelling that puppy joy that
being a puppy is all about.
I want to abduct the puppy.)
Today's sermon is puppies found abandoned
in dumps, in frozen wastelands, inside tires
and dumpsters; it is the one survivor puppy
found with his litter frozen dead beside him.
Today's sermon is humans who lack humanity,
who think animals don't matter.
Today's sermon is rescued dogs
who approach, with fear and trembling,
but who learn, over time,
that humans can also be kind.
Today's sermon is well-loved dogs
with happy grins, loping along the shore,
and chasing each other in joyous circles.
In a perfect world, every dog
would have a life like that.
I'm dragging grace around
like a rusty wagon,
pretending it's whole,
the poet says.
I'm old. I know some things.
I know what makes children and animals
feel safe and happy.
My penance for living this long
is to watch the heedless young
who think they know more than they know:
yet don't understand how fragile
small and helpless beings are.
I watch them learning everything
it took me so long to learn,
watch them breaking hearts,
including their own.
I'm dragging grace around
like a rusty wagon,
pretending it's whole.
My heart has dents and bruises
on it; such grace as can be found
hasn't got a lot to say.
What good does all this Knowing do,
when only old people, babies and dogs
can hear its sorrowful song?
Inspired by "Today's Sermon" by Cheryl Dumesnil, and Wild Writing with Laurie Wagner. The italicized words are Cheryl Dumesnil's.
It is amazing how the lockdown into its second wave may turn out its worst as yet. It permeates into everyday life without giving way easily. Stay safe Sherry!
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Oh, Sherry, this breaks my heart. Those first four stanzas bring tears. Some people do not deserve dogs!!
ReplyDeleteWiping a tear here. There is a difference in training and suppressing a spirit. I guess some people don’t understand this concept. Heartfelt poem as I know you care deeply for animals. Today’s, sermon is one people should hear.
ReplyDeleteThis tugs at the heart strings hard my friend! It brought me to tears. A story poem all should hear. Truly a sermon for all ears and hearts.
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