and protected
In our DNA lies our ancestral memories
of those early ones, who tilled the soil,
observed the seasons and the land's needs
with respect.
across the nations,
that, always and forever,
we are meant
Poetry, memoir,blogs and photographs from my world on the west coast of Canada.
Who knew there were this many happy "witches" in Port Alberni? Smiles. Some fun for Halloween.
Pass me the stir-spoon, Sister, quick!1955.
I was
nine.
We got our first black and white t.v.
with two channels that went off the air late evening.
Our phone was attached to the wall.
When we picked it up,
a voice (a real one) said "Number, please?"
and connected us. We had a party line,
two rings were ours, three rings someone else.
We had inkwells and nib pens
and had to pen a line of O’s,
learning cursive, that resulted in holes in my paper.
Remember blotters? To dry the ink on the page?
I marvel we didn't spill the inkwells.
The teacher dictated the word “paw” to write down,
and I fell in love with words.
I had a red felt circle skirt with a white felt horse
appliqued on it. Very en trende.
I slept in a built in bed in a
cubby, filled with
all my library books – my bed of dreams.
Then I got moved upstairs,
and it became my baby sister's bed.
She was born that year, to great family excitement.
She was all
dressed up in a flouncy lace dress
I was plain and freckled with
stringy hair,
and jealous. I had asked for a sister, but
was now reconsidering.
My face tells the tale. LOL.
Happily, my sister and I have a great relationship. We are there for each other and I am so thankful to have this person in my life who has always been there and remembers life Back Then. She is so kind to me, always.
My family is Irish, so ghosts are a given:
ghost stories as a child; my father's ghost
smiling at me from behind the counter
at Long's Drug Store the summer he died;
the ghost I once shared a store with
who objected to our presence.
One morning, when my kids were young,
I woke to see a female ghost, smiling at me,
in the corner of my room. I smiled back,
unafraid, as she faded away.
A lot of things have scared me, in my life:
men, and things that happened to my kids.
My father, when I was young.
But when friendly female ghosts
crouch in my corners,
I welcome them as friends.
The dead don't scare me half as much
as the living (especially those without hearts
who are ruling parts of the world now.)
We are getting close to the witchy season. I am saving a very witchy poem for Halloween. I never watch scary movies or horror films. The scariest thing I watch these days is the news.
I once worked in a place
where hurting hearts came
to heal.
As I walked the path, each morning,
I found so many heart-shaped rocks,
picked them up and placed them
on my desk.
Many big hearts worked there,
welcoming in the wounded,
the distressed.
The people wrote their pain
into letters, and cast them,
with tears, into the fire.
Every time, the eagles came,
circling above, in witness
to their grief for all that
might have been.
Sometimes in winter, we saw
wolves dancing on the beach.
Old growth trees surrounded us:
protection, peacefulness.
They arrived, those wild stone hearts,
heads down, in pain. But the Circle
did its work. Slowly their heads came up,
their eyes began to shine.
They rediscovered laughter and hope again.
Their hearts, so guarded, softened
week by week. Six weeks to ease
their suffering, to turn towards life again,
the way stones are made smooth
by eons of endless rain.
"R-H-Y-T-H-M" Sister Catherine pontificated,
from her desk at the head of the room.
Grade nine. My introduction to rhythm,
to poetry, to the world of words.
My first poem came to me there.
I wrote it down in my spidery scrawl.
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Gastown, 1972, as I felt personal freedom
for the first time, and began to grow a Self.
Walking into a gallery: Here Comes the Sun
playing on the stereo. Love lying ahead,
just waiting to be discovered.
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Years later: a gathering of gentle people
in a meadow, just before sunset. The wild notes
of Mullingar rang out: fiddles, violins, drums.
Spontaneously, everyone began to dance,
in a wide circle, around and around the meadow.
My youngest on a friend's shoulders, both grinning.
Joy, as the sun went down on a golden chapter
of my life.
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2026. Songs of the 70's take me back
to all those joyous times: music, always
leading me, the sound track of my life.
Now they bring tears, for all the hope and dreams
we had back then. For how close we came
to changing the world.
For all that dark hearts have done instead.
For how much we need
to change it back.
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