The Song of My Life

Moonrise over the Broken Group Islands
photo by Jon Merk

The song of my life is the summer breeze

dancing within the rustling trees

it's the murmuring shore, the waves' ebb and flow

it's the beauty of nature wherever I go

it's the call of the mountains, the tumbling falls,

it's the riverbed green, and the canyon walls,

it's sunrise and sunset, the golden glow

of a fall afternoon as the sun sinks low

it's the smell of smoke on the evening air

it's the howl of the wolf, the growl of bear

it's the cackling hen and the warbling wren

the fox's leap over the cattle pen

it's the translucent light on the sandy shore

glorious beauty spread all before

it's the moon that crosses the midnight sky

 the beauty that forever draws my eye

it is, most especially, the song of the sea,

ever drawing away, then returning to me.

for earthweal's open link, I clicked on September 10, 2014, and found this. I forget most of my poems after I write them, as I write so many.

For This Poem, There Needs to Be a Fox

 

For this poem, there needs to be

a fox, somewhere out in the country,
and my grandmother's garden:

sweet pea and peony, lilac and pinks
scenting the air

on sweet summer evenings. There

needs to be a girl in a soft blue cotton dress,

reading love letters, under the weeping willow,
a shiver of mixed

fear and delight at
whatever comes next.

For this poem, the girl is now a grandmother

herself, her letters all tucked in a box

under her bed, never read any more.
What came next deserved every shiver
until she moved on.

In this poem, a fox creeps out of the bush

from deep in the forest. It looks at her,

smiling, that young girl grown old,
then pounces back into
the radiant green,

and is gone.

For Shay's Word list, and the inspiration of The Garden by Moonlight by Amy Lowell. Shared with earthweal's open link.

Things to Say Instead of 'I'm fine'

 

On the street, passing villagers ask

"how are you?" and the expected response

is 'Fine, thanks,' even if one is hobbling,

and the other already walking away

before I can ask them the same.

For how is there time, as we're

rushing off to our various errands, to say,

(though sometimes I try): "It is so beautiful

today, it makes my heart sing" or "when

I saw the eagle fly across the harbour,

my heart flew along with him, for just

a little way."

We generally have an unspoken agreement

not to mention trump, covid, or the climate crisis,

the intense heat, the horrifying floods,

the wildfires, the climate refugees already

on the move, though leaders stay tight-lipped

about the state of things, as if the world

were not crumbling and sliding into the sea.

Wouldn't they be shocked
if I stopped right there

on the sidewalk, and said: All my life

I've loved people who never felt loved enough.

I gave all that I had, though it seems to be

forgotten, suffered many losses,

yet stayed grateful for the beauty

all around me, and the gifts that I've

been given. From where I was to

where I am now was an amazing journey,

for which I'm thankful, and I'm tired now,
my quiet heart at peace.

But "Fine, thanks," I say, smiling,

which is likely a relief
to those who ask.

Inspired by List of Things to Say Instead of I'm Fine by Marlin M. Jenkins.

Standing In a Happy Place

 

A person wants to stand in a happy place in a poem*.
Confined to bed and wheelchair, age fifty,
felled by stroke, he says it is inconceivable
to have such happiness as was in the poem I shared,
and yet I do – because of sky and trees and birds
and the endless waves, with their forever in and out.

And because my legs, while painful, still hold me up.
His situation lends perspective to minor complaints.
I tell him how I admire that he has kept
his sense of humour, and the adaptation he has made
to such a hard situation. He says the nurses laugh
a lot, and are kind.

A person wants to stand in a happy place in a poem*,
the poet said, filling her poems with trees and birds
and her ability to see the small wonders, the same
ones that keep me, I explain, in a state of awe
and gratitude as I make my bumbling way
through this world.

 

*Italicized lines by Mary Oliver in her poem Singapore.

When the Heavens Burst

 

(Zahid Hussain/AP Photo)

The heavens burst, roaring down upon us

a river of rain, too much for the land to absorb.

We stood in the window and watched

the water rise, cover the street, creep

up the sides of cars. They kept driving,

in denial that they were now on a river,

no longer a road. Their red taillights

gleamed, then flashed. Car doors opened

and people climbed onto their roofs.

The heavens burst, and huge trees

started floating down laneways,

or falling onto cars, their roots

coming out of the ground,

sticking up, looking like the

wisdom teeth of the planet

had been pulled, without novocaine,

no mercy for those who don't hear

when the planet is speaking. It rained

like the apocalypse, like Noah's flood,

but nobody had built any arks.

The heavens burst, and 30 million new

climate refugees began to wade across Pakistan,

small bundles of all they had left lifted high

above water. Under the surface, how many bodies,

furry and not, lay lifeless? How far

will they walk to find a dry place to stop?

How long before the world sends them tents

so their new life, even worse than the old,

can begin?

The heavens burst with a biblical roar

that felt like the world was ending.

When it stops, everything will be different,

including our hearts.

for Brendan at earthweal: An Atmospheric River Roars At Us

SONG OF THE LOTUS

 

In the silence of the heart

grows the tender white lotus blossom

that is your life.

Water it gently with your tears.

Bathe it in the sunlight of your hopes

and the soft moonlight of your dreams.

Listen! for the trees are sighing,

holding out their arms as you approach,

hoping you will truly see them

at least one time

before you die,

will let them hold you gently

as you cry.

Behind your sleeping eyes

lies the Watcher In the Woods,

the one who nudges you this way and that,

who sighs wearily, when you do not

heed her call,

this One who knows you best of all,

who has picked you up after every fall.

As we draw closer to the end of things,

our spirit slows, our voices gentle,

we are not nearly as certain as we once

so vociferously were.

It is time for softness now,

and reflection,

for looking back and for remembering.

We need much silence now,

a silence of the heart

weary from making its own way.

We speak more softly, and less often,

the young won't listen anyway.

They have to find

their own befuddled way,

their own steep price

in pain to pay.

Our song now is a murmuring brook

trickling over some knotted roots;

we are content to meander whimsically

through this golden autumn-before-winter,

letting go like the last withered leaf

on the gnarled old maple,

twirling dreamily down

to the mossy bank,

where we sit for a spell,

lulled by the water's flow.

So soft, its voice, as soft

as the somnolent song of our lives

the last notes sounding,

holding death at bay,

before they gently, softly, finally

fade away.

Shared at earthweal's open link

Things To Do on a Grey Damp Morning in September

 

Give thanks for a cancelled appointment, so you can stay in cozily all day. Make a leisurely cup of coffee and try the new coffee creamer which is unexpectedly delicious. 

Admire the sunflowers, a note of cheer against grey sky, a heart-lift every time you see them. Sunflowers turn their faces to the sun. Turn the vase to face the window, so they don't hurt their necks.

Write a poem, because nothing much else will be accomplished today. 

If you have the ingredients, make a pot of soup. If you don't, put vegetables on the shopping list and try again tomorrow. 

Call someone who is lonely, who has been waiting for your call. Hang up, grateful you still have your mobility, no matter how limited. In houses all across the world are stories of people struggling, loving, grieving, suffering, surviving. Consider yourself lucky to have the life you have. Gratitude, gratitude, gratitude for it all.

Watch two movies, back to back. The day is all yours.