I am feeling like I'm in a bit
over my head right now.
Will you please remind me that:
I am never sent more
than I can handle
(even if I whine
and complain a lot
while I'm "handling")?
That everything happens
for a reason
(though I can't think why
some of this stuff
really needed
to happen.)
That it is just Life,
and the only thing
I can control
is my response
to what happens,
the grace or lack of it
I feel capable of
mustering
at the time,
because I guess
I'm allowed
to have my moments of
human weakness
too,
when it all seems
like too
damned much.
That I know,
in the grand scheme
of things,
there are a lot of people
going through
a lot worse stuff
right now,
by far,
on this old planet.....
some for decades
of "right now's"
that have no end.
That this, too, shall pass
and become a small blip
on the radar screen
of my life.
That life
is inexorably
leading me
along
a convoluted path
which will hopefully
bring me a few more
unexpected turns
and neat surprises
before it ends,
and that this day,
this week,
this month,
even this year,
while it can definitely
be improved upon,
is the day, week,
month, year
that I have and,
as such,
is precious?
Can you please
remind me to
be grateful
even when
I don't feel
like doing
what I'm doing,
even when
it gets hard,
even if it gets
much harder,
because
it is still life
and, thus, a gift,
in whatever guise
or disguise
it comes wrapped in?
Thank you.
I really needed that pep talk.
Peace, out.
