"You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed."
Excerpt from The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupery - prompt from Real Toads.
I lived with a wolf
for fourteen years.
I found him in the wild,
where he was trying
to survive
as a baby, on his own.
I took him home
and he lived
in a house with me
for the rest of his life.
But his spirit
-and mine-
belonged solely
to the wild.
He made
these adaptations
to be with me.
In return,
every afternoon
I took him
in search
of wilderness trails,
rushing rivers,
the ocean's shore.
Tail up,
alert for the scent
and sound
of critters
in the bush,
he'd race before me,
looping back
from time to time,
to check on me,
then off he'd go again,
forever chasing
that enticing
and elusive
and elusive
wildness
that coursed through
his soul,
and traveled always
before him,
luring him
just a little bit
farther
down the trail.
and traveled always
before him,
luring him
just a little bit
farther
down the trail.
When he died,
his death
awakened
my inner wild
wolf-woman,
who had been sleeping.
Now his spirit
lives within
my heart,
and I am
longing
even more
for our
shared wilderness.
shared wilderness.
I can feel him,
now Wild Woman,
wanting to
run through the bush.
I can feel him
wanting to
breathe
the salt sea air,
plunge into
its roiling waves.
plunge into
its roiling waves.
I can feel him
wanting me to
flee this township
and return us
to our
wilderness home.
As much as
I tamed him,
insofar as
a wild creature
ever
ever
allows himself
to be tamed,
he woke up
the wild
in me,
and now
Wild Woman
is singing
unstoppably
and
forever
through
my bones.

