LETTING GO

Right here, right now,

I am gazing at the bare branches
of the cherry trees,
divested of their leaves.

The visiting dog is

rolling and rubbing himself

on the lawn, and groaning,
making us laugh,

reminding me of my own wolf-dog,

how he cracked me up every day,

how, at times, he tried to talk.

What is wisdom?

What is letting go?

the poet asks.

I ponder.

Now is the time for

long, slow days,
remembering:

all the losses, all the gifts,

the hellos and the goodbyes.

How joyously we welcomed in

all of those highs,

how we mourned all the lows.

And yet what we were mourning

were the things that had brought us

the most happiness. So were they even

losses in the end?

Perhaps wisdom is

the letting go,

the acceptance of

Being Here Now.

I cast my mind back

through all the years,

plucking out this memory,

and that, like silver-backed salmon

from shining seas.

Truly, I am not counting losses

at all, but only gifts. Old age

is a time when, though we carry grief,
we hold it with gratitude,
hearts replete with
all of the beauty,
all of the blessings.

Letting go
of the beauty of this earth
will be the hardest.
But, for that,
all that we need do
is to
surrender.

for Mary's prompt at What's Going On: Letting Go.