WEARY WOLF WOMAN

There is a weary old

grizzled wolf-woman

come to live in my heart.

She wishes to speak:

"It has been such

a long hard journey

to reach this peaceful cave

where I can rest.

For years, I was hunted,

brought down many times,

till I managed to flee.

Once a forest burned around me

and, in the cold times,

I slept in snow burrows

and felt ice and hunger

to my very soul.

I have been wounded, and healed,

even trapped, for a time.

Oh, how I railed and flailed

against the bars of that cage,

how I howled for release.

When I escaped,

I pointed my nose firmly

towards freedom.

After that, I always traveled alone.

It was safer that way,

save for the years my black son

padded beside me,

till it was time for him to take

the wolf path away from

my side.

I cannot travel far, now,

and I long for the wild places,

the ocean's roar,

the forests, the wilderness

that sings through

my soul.

Now captive in my body,

and restricted by the end times,

I look out

through your eyes upon

my vanishing world."

As I sit on my porch swing,

Wolf-Woman is sitting here, too.

We rock silently

and survey the grey skies

of today.

We remember the forest trails

that we loved to wander,

wild beaches

stretching to Forever,

where we once joyously

companioned the tides.

We accept our weary

end of the trail

limitations.

But sometimes, at night, 

when the moon is just right,

you can listen

for our howls.

for Susan's prompt at What's Going On: Weariness. Which I feel to my very bones in these troubled and troubling times.