Monday, May 12, 2025

Of Heretics and Flying Squirrels

 


We travelled back to the land
we grew up in, to place my aunt's ossuary
into the ground. A mother deer and her fawn
lay nearby observing, a blessing,
a message of peace, her spirit at rest.

We walked the sidewalks where
once we played jumprope, and hopscotch
and Mother, May I? in our pigtails and pedal pushers.

We sought out the addresses of the shabby houses
we lived in, back then, now no longer there; 
even our grandma's cottage, the touchstone
of my childhood: gone.

All have been replaced by dwellings
for the living large folks.  Country roads
and all the orchards changed into townhomes,
mile after mile. The fabled Casorso pig farm,
where my friends came home from school 
to soup made by twinkling-eyed Grandpa Louie,
no where to be seen, golf course after golf course
for the retired folks in the gated complexes
nearby.

A tear for remembering that sleepy town.

The service was held in the church where long ago
we wore our Easter costumes: pinafores, big hats,
white gloves, shoes we kept meticulously white,
no smudges,  our grandma's sharp eyes
missing nothing.

Country roads we biked down now clogged
with fast cars, trying to maintain
an impossible pace: so much Doing,
so little Being, an exhausted populace
trying to keep up, frowning, frenzied.

I observed, bemused, sipping an absinthe
on the deck overlooking the lake in late afternoon,
watching clouds wander across the sky,
tinged pink as the sun slipped behind
the big blue hills
of my infancy.

On the same day  - such being the way
the world works now - a heretic posted
a photo of himself as Pope, exchanging
his porkpie hat for a Papal crown. As if.

Someone poke a hole in his umbraculum
and let the sun run riot on his orange tan,
turn it MAGA, the colour of all the blood
being spilled in his name, the colour
that makes bulls (and those who long for justice)
see red.

The world is as mad as a flying squirrel,
leaping a chasm that is far too wide to breach,
apparently with no fear of falling.


For Shay's Word List. 

The umbraculum, when I looked it up, is a sort of umbrella to keep the sun off the Pope. 

14 comments:

  1. So much Doing so little Being, indeed. And take it easy on the absinthe!

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    1. LOL, I have never tasted it but was impressed I managed some of the more difficult words.

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  2. What a beautiful narrative - so tender in it’s remembrance- Jae

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  3. How vividly you recreate the whole world of a childhood passed, a world moved on from innocence to illusion to depravity. I don't think I want to go back to see what's become of my hometown. It's sad enough watching everything change from here.

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  4. Love the images of your childhood. And sad about the changes that leave the world of your former days barely recognizable. The famous line comes to mind: "You can't go home again."

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  5. What a journey! Your beginning could have been mine.. right down to the "Mother, May I," although we called it "Captain, May I." Same game. By any chance did you play "New Orleans" as well? Only difference is that my small town is pretty much as it was, although about half the size now..and it was only 700 people when I lived there. Loved your poem. Where it came from as well as where it led.

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  6. I swear I once lived kitty-corner across the street from this house.

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    1. Wow, Kelowna, 364 Christleton???? When I was a kid, I knew the woman who lived kitty-corner.

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  7. Would even DT do THAT?

    PK

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  8. "a heretic posted
    a photo of himself as Pope, exchanging
    his porkpie hat for a Papal crown. As if."
    I had to laugh out loud at this, Sherry. How the world has changed indeed -- and sadly, not for the better.

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  9. Yes, you recreated the vision of what a beloved area, home(s) looked like before progress (that's questionable) took all the quaintness and freedom away from it. The world has changed or perhaps has rewound to embrace the most rotten parts of it. We women of the wild hang on to creatures and growing things for bits of sanity.

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  10. You had me at the title! So good! I love the way you brought the Pope and the umbraculum.

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  11. Oh my goodness, what a journey you take us on here, Sherry. I love how tell a story with such tenderness and profundity, it's utterly beautiful.

    I was right there with you when you were "sipping an absinthe on the deck overlooking the lake in late afternoon" - love the whole of that stanza.

    Love also the blessing of the deer visiting and the whole tumble of memories that follow and ending on "the world is as mad as a flying squirrel..." I need an absinthe now as I muse over your fine poem ❤️

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  12. hey, Sherry-the-star-dreamer ... i love the nostalgic feelings of this poem. poignant-- missing what's lost. i miss that old, being still world too. xx, ren

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