Monday, January 29, 2024

It's Wednesday, and This Is What I Know

 


To be truly radical is to make
hope possible rather than despair
convincing. - Raymond Williams

Dropping bombs will never succeed
in de-escalation or peaceful resolution,
(how many deaths will they need
for what they call "victory" ?)
no matter how much the military industrial
complex spins its words.

Still, it is good to know,
all over the world people are
longing and working for peace.

Charting the acceleration of the climate crisis
year after year will not by itself lower emissions.
Denial may feel comfortable; but hard times
lie ahead and no one is immune.

I have to remember that
everywhere, activists are working hard
for Mother Earth.
We have the power and the means,
if we unite, to change the trajectory
on earth towards
social and environmental justice.

Capitalism is unsustainable,
its price too high to pay.
A few are obscenely rich, while all 
other beings struggle to survive.
The old system is collapsing.
A new one can be born.

Eventually, if we don't blow it up,
the land itself will teach us
how to live sustainably.
But, before that, everything
- everything -
will change.

When a large segment of the population
fanatically adheres to false information
and devotion to a deranged (alternate?) "reality" star,
democracy is at risk, and common sense,
critical thinking, ethics and integrity 
have left the building.

Surely, we won't go back down
that road again? I beg my American
neighbours: please vote well.

As the world turns, I have to wonder:
does humankind always have to learn
the hard way, even with all the information
available?

If so, at least one day, 
I have to believe
we'll find a better way.

It's Wednesday, and this is what I know:
we need to show up 
for Mother Earth, and all her beings.
Sometimes even a poem
can be a voice for peace.
When we send compassion and light
out into the world, it transmits an energy
that might just reach someone
who really needs it.
The truth is, governments won't act
until we force them to.
We need to make our votes
and voices heard.

"They say money rules,"
my friend told me years ago,
with some chagrin,
"and it bothered me until I remembered
that  the spirit liberates."
He gave me a bumper sticker
with that phrase on it.
It rode my blue Toyota for years.
Live in hope, my friends.
It's Wednesday, and this
is what I know.

for my prompt at What's Going On? It's Wednesday and This Is What I Know. I like the quote up top - it is much harder to make hope possible rather than despair convincing in today's world. We can only try to keep moving towards a healthier and more peaceful earth. We have the knowledge and the power to make it happen. 


Friday, January 26, 2024

Confluence of Quiet Hearts

 


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There are many worlds:
a woman on a beach, who has lived
for seven decades; the dog who poked
his long snout into her pocket,
nosing for treats; the dog's guardian,
smiling as he walked him away;
an eagle, landing on the topmost scrag;
somewhere, far out, whales, 
making their journey north.

I have survived some things:
pain, loss, betrayal, abandonment,
fire, rejection, heartbreak,
a beloved's death.
Love, laughter, big magic,
gifts, gratitude.

Back then, we sang Blackbird
in the dead of night. How I loved
your blackbird heart.

This is a way of surviving:
we remember - the laughter, the hope,
the pain, the tears, the huge leaps
that changed our lives, the story,
like a river, flowing to the sea,
that caught us in its current
and buoyed us along.

There are many worlds:
this one is quiet, a heart in retreat,
turning from the chaos and crisis
of the world into this quiet room,
tapping out a message to whoever
will find it: drink in the beauty.
Hold onto peace.


Inspired by "Confluence of Rivers and Mouths" by Laren McClung. The italicized lines are hers.

Tuesday, January 23, 2024

Willow Weep

 


It wasn't failure, all those things
that didn't work out. It was living:
stumbling, learning, starting again.

We didn't make it much more than a year,
but the love did: the memory of you above me,
on that hillside among the yellow flowers,
your dark eyes, blue sky behind you,
the picture perfect clouds.

You visited me in dreams after you died,
telling me you understood that when
I told you I would love you forever,
I told the truth, even though
we never spoke again
in person once we said goodbye.

In dreams, we were together again
and this time we knew it was love,
as we had been
too fear- and sorrow-filled to believe
all those years past, that long-ago summer
full of weeping willow and your dark eyes,
a love that danced forward, then stepped back,
two souls who had no idea how to trust
that anything could last, those songs
we left unsung, a time
when you, and the world, and love
and I were young.

Inspired by "Failing and Flying" by Jack Gilbert.

ON WOMEN AND SHOES


Puss N Boots from Shrek


I know about women and shoes,
but I seem to be missing that gene,
so any poem written by me
on that topic
has to be about not-shoes.

What I wear on my feet:
Crocs, for slipping on easily
to run in and out,
calf-high mud-boots
for heading to the barn
in rainy weather,
a battered pair of running shoes
with clunky laces, that have to be
wide enough for comfort
- rather like a flat-bottomed boat -
which I replace every few years,
give or take, when the soles wear out.

I have a daughter who wears
a fascinating array of footwear,
including combat boots for Kicking Ass,
cool strappy things for dressing up,
anything from platform heels
to fitness shoes, and all that lies between.
She did not get her sense of style
from me.

When we go out, beside her
tall, beautiful elegance,
I feel like the frizzy-haired
Witch Down the Lane,
in my baggy sweatshirt
and scruffy jeans.

Yesterday I met an old hippy
over in Coombs.
Our laughing eyes
recognized each other.
(It must be something about
the Frizzy Hair:) )

He told me
he was in Haight Ashbury
Back in the Day,
that he wore thigh-high
leather boots, with buckles,
in which he promenaded
like Puss 'N Boots himself.

Back in the Day, I wore polyester
and pushed a buggy
with three little kids in it
inside the strait jacket
of a conventional marriage.
I didn't fit,
with my big unwieldy
unconventional spirit,
that kept bumping up against
the edges and confines
I was kept in,
till the madwoman finally
burst out of her prison
and was no longer mad.

In those days, while I pushed my buggy
mile after desperate mile,
I watched, with awe and envy,
the benign, coolly-dressed and
totally FREE-spirited beings
wandering smilingly
up and down Fourth Avenue,
wondering how they learned
to be so free.

I just missed that freedom bus
by fifteen seconds,
pushing my buggy along
a parallel street just one block down.
When I broke free, I remember pushing
my giggling babies in that same buggy,
hippety-hopping down the hill,
all of us laughing,
heading us all
towards a happier life.

I made up for missing the 60's
later, in coffeehouses in the 80's,
and in the Land of 
Aging Hippies in Tofino
in the 90's.
My shoes were never magic,
but they lifted me out of the desert,
over the mountains to my new world
in Clayoquot Sound,
and that was magic enough
for me.

My spirit never tried
to stuff itself back
into that little box
again.

The only magic shoes
that ever spoke to me were Dorothy's,
on that journey she made
away from and back to herself,
where she found she had always
had the power inside her,
her home within,
where she had started out.

This lifetime, my shoes
have walked me through
some of the most beautiful
landscapes in the world.
All I ever needed was a pair
that fit, that can carry me
into the wilderness I love.
A pair I kick off at the door
when I come home tired,
slide back into every time
I'm heading out.

How many more pairs
and pathways are there left me?
There's no knowing, but there's one thing
I know for sure: when music
from those years calls to my spirit,
I can still kick them off
and dance a lick or two
across my empty room.



Friday, January 19, 2024

Promise

 


Grey skies in Tuff City,
sky weeping
gentle rain...
some sweet tiny roses
on my desk
bring the promise
spring
will come again.

Tuesday, January 16, 2024

The Rainbow Bridge

 


They say the rainbow bridge
is where you are and that, one day,
when I cross over, you will
meet me there.

What a reunion that will be!
You used to stand upright
on your back legs
and try to hug me like a human
when I returned from being away.
Such joy!

There were times when it seemed
you were a human soul
in a wolf's body, the way
you looked at me, the way
you tried to talk, the way
you made me laugh.

Such a long time
you have been waiting
for me. I think of you there,
that celestial bridge,
all the doggy faces
waiting for their humans,
as you all waited so faithfully,
when you were alive,
for us to come home, 
open the door,
and come inside.


for Sumana's prompt at What's Going On? Bridges. The prompt posts Wednesday morning. We hope you join us.

Monday, January 15, 2024

Talking Feather

 


To be truly radical is to make hope possible
rather than despair convincing.
Raymond Williams
from This Crazy Time by Tzeporah Berman

This is a poet who struggles
to impart hope
while being all too aware that
we have passed the tipping point
and hard times lie ahead:
hotter temperatures, drought, wildfire,
hurricane-force storms, floods,
Siberian winters,
melting poles.

This is a poet who blogs for peace
while bombs fall everywhere
and fascism, hatred, and division
are on the rise.

This is a poet who sees democracy
on the brink of being lost, as
lies, misinformation and
worship of a demagogue
have turned a segment of the population
into unquestioning fanatics who
cannot be reasoned with. 
See the blank look in their eyes;
hear the feverish words.
Be afraid for the future.

This is a poet who used to be
so positive it was annoying,
who now has too much information
to impart false hope, whose voice
must stay authentic, even when
(especially when) the news is not good.

This is a poet who tries hard to believe
that, one way or another, humanity
can still get it together, leaders can
lead with courage and integrity
and the world can come together
to face the climate crisis, 
exercise diplomacy and social justice
instead of war -
but deep down knows the trajectory
is much more likely
to go the other way.

This is a poet who wants
to believe the best,
who fears the worst,
whose hope is that
Mother Earth
will somehow survive
and teach whoever 
is still here
how to live.


Sigh. When First Nations come together, the person holding the feather cannot be interrupted while speaking his truth. I felt the need of the feather this morning as I struggle with the world situation, finding it hard to find words of hope, much as I don't want to depress everyone. However, the noon news had some young people who recently spoke at a climate summit, who spoke very hopeful words about humans coming together to find positive solutions to all the challenges. And, as always, I stay grateful for my life and everything outside my window in this beautiful place on the planet.